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  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Ed Sheeran's albums
  • Reading: Lumberjanes
  • Watching: Carmilla s2/ OITNB s3/ Walking Dead s4/ ALOTOFSHIT
  • Playing: the sass game
  • Eating: souls of the damned
  • Drinking: water
Guess who has a date next month? *smirk*
I um...yeah, haha. I technically met her on campus during dead week at a meet and greet. BUUUT I guess that part slipped my mind.
Let me back up by saying that...okay, I live in a small town now, right? tiny, conservative, Texas town. So of course the dating pool is a bit on the dry side and everyone is basically hiding. *shrug* it's hard to be out in those kinds of places. Because of that, I caved and decided to go through with what my friends have been telling me: online dating. I was really turned off by it, because you don't know who's online. Or rather, what kind of people will be there or who you'll end up talking to. So I was a bit apprehensive about it.
But in two weeks, I got notifications from people who have a certain percentage of "match". it's rub by match, and "enemy"...so you can see who you'd get along with better based off of what you answered in the questionnaires. I was scoping it out, looking at who's around in town...but then got mildly disgusted with it. I mean what the hell, these are PEOPLE. I shouldn't be online looking at them like I'm on ebay--who the fuck does that? I let it go for another week, and then thought to just take down the profile. But then, I noticed there were things in my inbox...messages from people saying "hey there!" and the like. It was a strange feeling knowing that there's people interested in you o___o;;Like just when you think "I'm so fucking broken and awkward, who the hell would take interest in me?! e___e;;;"
It was a bit of a confidence booster...I guess that kept my interested in replying to these people. All four of them were really sweet, but I didn't feel a connection with any of them outside of "friend". I thought, once again, "here I go, pretending I can feel." I want a relationship--I do, but sometimes I think it's a confidence thing. I don't know. I'm afraid I wont meet someone who understands me, which probably sounds a little adolescent to say, but if it's one thing being single this long has taught me...it's that I was able to reflect on all the wrong things I did in my last relationships/encounters with women. Awkward small talk, mainly. Who wants to be around that?

oh shit--anyway. Um, I DID meet her in person but she didn't look like her photo. As in, she wore make-up? I guess? She's cute either way. She messaged me back saying "don't I know you? Did we meet at the pride project's meet and greet?"
most people do a fly by when that sort of organization meets up....showing up for a minute, long enough to grab a cookie and see who's gay and then leave.
BUT SHE REMEMBERD ME, MAN.
I had a flashback, thinking "we...met?" and I remembered not talking to hardly anyone (as my throat was sore and scratchy Dx) and eating the best damn oatmeal raisin cookie I ever had in my life.
....with her standing next to me. XD damn it.

IT JUST SO HAPPENS, she's visiting family in Monument. Which is maybe twenty minutes away from where I am currently visiting.
We have so much in common, it's insane. And I'm scrambling for ideas on where to take her when she comes over next month. We're both super excited, and it's very promising! But I'm not going to count my chickens just yet. Last time I did that, I was delusional and didn't see the signs that it just wasn't going to work. BUT THIS TIME....

...I think I may even feel something. At first I wasn't sure, but I await her replies on my phone with such anticipation--the feeling I had whenever Bee used to text me. Staying up until midnight to carry on conversation, and yet never saying "good morning" or "goodnight" because we just reply right to the last topic we were talking about.
...Is that...? I don't know. I'm happy when I get a reply. And....yeah.

things are looking up. the world really does feel fresher when you know someone's happy to see you, and is just as excited to meet you as you are to meet them c:

What doesn't help me (?) is that I discovered this song:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdapsI…

Which is so fucking sweet I can't stand it. XD
I refuse to jump the gun, but...with every reply and passing day...I feel my faith building. :) and THAT is a new feeling.

Pardon my corniness. It's unlike me. But when I see this much potential building, I can't help but stutter or ramble on the keyboard. OTL ;;

*shrug* if this works, man...just, damn. :)


er, yeah. I'm off to go watch The Babadook (again).
with my phone on standby next to me.
hey, you never know.

ummm.....yes.

1) Have you seen The Babadook? Because you should. If you have Netflix or something.
2) Which Ruby Rose do you prefer? From RWBY or OITNB?
3) Are you watching Carmilla? That's another good one.
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: "Dog Days Are Over" by Florence + The Machines
  • Reading: Gifted and Drafted
  • Watching: Carmilla season two
  • Playing: the sass game
  • Eating: vegan food
  • Drinking: wine
I think I'm getting the hang of this vegan thing. It's been a few days.

So anyway, I forgot what my password was for this site, haha. I wanted to update some things before summer, but got busy with packing the quince stuff. x.x naturally, everything fell on the back burner.
again.
I had an epiphany as I was laying on the floor a few nights ago and remembered what it was. Not that I have much to say...though logging into dA these days makes me cringe, as it's NOT what it used to be e____e
These days--at least with internet, anyway--I've mostly been on tumblr or facebook. My snapchat has crashed AGAIN so...sorry about that. I'm thinking of getting rid of it, but then I wouldn't know what bri would be up to if I just got rid of it orz
Anyway, um...damn. I don't even remember what's news anymore, since it's been so long since my last entry.
The school's art and literary magazine accepted two of my poems, I successfully dyed my bangs blue thanks to bee coming over to help, and I'm currently being dragged all over town in search of something formal to wear. You know, something that doesn't look like it was made from an old lady's couch....or the old lady's clothes.
*slump* why do I have to be so tall?
Shoes for women, after size 10, are nothing but clogs (is that what they call them?), birkenstocks, cleats, and sneakers. Don't get me wrong, sneakers are fine, but it's not something you'd wear to a formal event.

*rubs face* hnnnnn....I hate shopping. It's so depressing.
Unless I'm buying books or more practical clothes.
If I had it my way I'd wear my black Italian loafers, black slacks, a nice blue button-down shirts, and a black ladies vest--just to jazz it up a bit for Friday evening.
But seeing as how I can't find ANY of that, we're going to have to settle with...well, anything, at this point.

At least I wont be in the court. That's the best part thus far.
I can't think of any other 'news', really. Other than I'm missing AKON in Dallas. But hey, maybe if I got time and a way to get up there, I'll go to Pride Fest in Denver with some friends.
...yeah, that would make up for all of this, I guess.
If anyone needs me, I'll be dressed to the 9's over at the Wyndam Grande Hotel in downtown for this damn party. *tired*

Hm.

1) If you could wear anything to a formal event and FOUND what you wanted....what would it be?
2) I feel like traveling overseas....where would you care to go/ do there?
3) May I have this dance?
Coco by DarkAngelKisa
Coco
As in Coco from team CVFY!
a friend wanted me to do a sketch of her in exchange for guitar lessons this summer.
So I thought I might as well put it up on dA and tumblr, since I haven't posted much of anything...I'll probably be doing mostly fanart these days.

RWBY characters and teams (c) Monty Oum
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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: "Dog Days Are Over" by Florence + The Machines
  • Reading: textbooks
  • Watching: nothing until LATER
  • Playing: the sass game
  • Eating: canned soup of sadness
  • Drinking: a sadtini...capri sun and vodka.
Though I've been debating something for a while, now.
I'm never on dA anymore. And I'm not going to lie, it's a mix of both school, work, drawing, writing, family, and ultimately....forgetting to log on from time to time.
NOT TO SAY  I don't care. In fact, there are quite a few of you I love very much and often think about.
"I wonder what Dystar's wedding will look like? what flowers will they use?"
"What is Red up to? How is school going for her? That little skunk."
"What's my Portuguese pal up to?"

others, I eventually just hit up on facebook xD so I see what's up with them on the regular. Either in the marines or trying to catch the bus on time in Bendigo with her girlfriend. Hahaha, god speed, Kyvar.

one thing is for sure. I've (sort of) gotten the hang of tumblr now. Thought a lot of it is just me reblogging  RWBY related things, Rizzles, Carmilla, Korrasami,and things I find hilarious. Or, thought-provoking.
(...my tumblr is, uh.....pretty gay....)

If you want to follow me, my tumblr username is: theladypirate91
feel free to follow~ as I usually do post fanart from time to time, if I feel it worthy enough;;
AND ALSO, I know I have a bumblebee fanfic going on right now, up to ch.4 on dA.
WELL I don't have it on tumblr either, because...well, I'd have to tweak it A LOT for it to be anywhere that isn't printed or in a document. Mostly because of how I set it up.
Yang- thoughts are in bold and italic print, and have their own font.
Blake - thoughts are in thin italics, and in purple with their own font.

....so adjusting it in a  way that doesn't seem foolish for dA gets to be really tedious. :iconotlplz: so um...yeah. sorry.
I think there was one person interested in it thus far. And one's enough, don't get me wrong! I'll put them all on tumblr at one point as well. I just need time.

speaking of, I should upload more of my OC stuff onto there...maybe...
I'm iffy about posting my own characters these days. sketching them is no problem, it's just putting them out there...which sounds weird and maybe even a little....I don't know. *shakes head* either way. anything I post of my own (fanart or original work) will be on tumblr.

That said, I'm thinking of deleting my dA account all together. It's been a great...what, eight years?
god damn.
yeah, awesome eight, dA. but I don't really get what it's becoming....and it seems the format always changes when I come to check out what 's going on. x___x

....well, one thing I haven't forgotten. I leave with three questions.

1) if you had an owl that delivered your mail, what would you name it and what kind of owl would it be? (because let's get real here. between an owl, a frog, and a TOAD, you'd have an owl, most likely...or no? what would you get??)
2) what is your ideal surprise date?
3) what's one of your favorite memories with a high school friend?
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Ed Sheeran's albums
  • Reading: Lumberjanes
  • Watching: Carmilla s2/ OITNB s3/ Walking Dead s4/ ALOTOFSHIT
  • Playing: the sass game
  • Eating: souls of the damned
  • Drinking: water
Guess who has a date next month? *smirk*
I um...yeah, haha. I technically met her on campus during dead week at a meet and greet. BUUUT I guess that part slipped my mind.
Let me back up by saying that...okay, I live in a small town now, right? tiny, conservative, Texas town. So of course the dating pool is a bit on the dry side and everyone is basically hiding. *shrug* it's hard to be out in those kinds of places. Because of that, I caved and decided to go through with what my friends have been telling me: online dating. I was really turned off by it, because you don't know who's online. Or rather, what kind of people will be there or who you'll end up talking to. So I was a bit apprehensive about it.
But in two weeks, I got notifications from people who have a certain percentage of "match". it's rub by match, and "enemy"...so you can see who you'd get along with better based off of what you answered in the questionnaires. I was scoping it out, looking at who's around in town...but then got mildly disgusted with it. I mean what the hell, these are PEOPLE. I shouldn't be online looking at them like I'm on ebay--who the fuck does that? I let it go for another week, and then thought to just take down the profile. But then, I noticed there were things in my inbox...messages from people saying "hey there!" and the like. It was a strange feeling knowing that there's people interested in you o___o;;Like just when you think "I'm so fucking broken and awkward, who the hell would take interest in me?! e___e;;;"
It was a bit of a confidence booster...I guess that kept my interested in replying to these people. All four of them were really sweet, but I didn't feel a connection with any of them outside of "friend". I thought, once again, "here I go, pretending I can feel." I want a relationship--I do, but sometimes I think it's a confidence thing. I don't know. I'm afraid I wont meet someone who understands me, which probably sounds a little adolescent to say, but if it's one thing being single this long has taught me...it's that I was able to reflect on all the wrong things I did in my last relationships/encounters with women. Awkward small talk, mainly. Who wants to be around that?

oh shit--anyway. Um, I DID meet her in person but she didn't look like her photo. As in, she wore make-up? I guess? She's cute either way. She messaged me back saying "don't I know you? Did we meet at the pride project's meet and greet?"
most people do a fly by when that sort of organization meets up....showing up for a minute, long enough to grab a cookie and see who's gay and then leave.
BUT SHE REMEMBERD ME, MAN.
I had a flashback, thinking "we...met?" and I remembered not talking to hardly anyone (as my throat was sore and scratchy Dx) and eating the best damn oatmeal raisin cookie I ever had in my life.
....with her standing next to me. XD damn it.

IT JUST SO HAPPENS, she's visiting family in Monument. Which is maybe twenty minutes away from where I am currently visiting.
We have so much in common, it's insane. And I'm scrambling for ideas on where to take her when she comes over next month. We're both super excited, and it's very promising! But I'm not going to count my chickens just yet. Last time I did that, I was delusional and didn't see the signs that it just wasn't going to work. BUT THIS TIME....

...I think I may even feel something. At first I wasn't sure, but I await her replies on my phone with such anticipation--the feeling I had whenever Bee used to text me. Staying up until midnight to carry on conversation, and yet never saying "good morning" or "goodnight" because we just reply right to the last topic we were talking about.
...Is that...? I don't know. I'm happy when I get a reply. And....yeah.

things are looking up. the world really does feel fresher when you know someone's happy to see you, and is just as excited to meet you as you are to meet them c:

What doesn't help me (?) is that I discovered this song:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdapsI…

Which is so fucking sweet I can't stand it. XD
I refuse to jump the gun, but...with every reply and passing day...I feel my faith building. :) and THAT is a new feeling.

Pardon my corniness. It's unlike me. But when I see this much potential building, I can't help but stutter or ramble on the keyboard. OTL ;;

*shrug* if this works, man...just, damn. :)


er, yeah. I'm off to go watch The Babadook (again).
with my phone on standby next to me.
hey, you never know.

ummm.....yes.

1) Have you seen The Babadook? Because you should. If you have Netflix or something.
2) Which Ruby Rose do you prefer? From RWBY or OITNB?
3) Are you watching Carmilla? That's another good one.

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mekc95 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Student General Artist
KISA, I am going to be drawing some awesome new versions of Moete/Yuki/Kuki/Michael here soon, and would very much like to have you preview them before i post them on this site, They are going to be their 'Echo Unlimited' forms, I'll explain Echo force in one of the drawings when i post it, but its pretty awesome.
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DarkAngelKisa Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015
That's one of my favorite poses XD *thumbs up*
and okay! I'll try. I've got a lot on my plate right now with school and having to write three different papers o___o;; and two midterms coming up.
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mekc95 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2015  Student General Artist
Dear jesus that sounds like a. . .Absolutely fun time! Like a spring vacation that just slapped you in the face with excitement and happiness :D

Haha jk but anyways, YES i shall deffinately be awaiting them, and take your time, I never liked rushed art anyways.
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DarkAngelKisa Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015
*laughing with tears in my eyes* 8D ;;;:
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Kansho-Bakuya Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks very much for the fave!!! Dance! 
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RetroRedTD Featured By Owner May 5, 2014  Student General Artist
My apologies dear Kisa, but it appears I am a stubborn Gryffindor.
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DarkAngelKisa Featured By Owner May 6, 2014
:? what happened?
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RetroRedTD Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Student General Artist
found a detailed test and got Gryffindor. Pretty spot on actually:
You might belong in Gryffindor,
Where dwell the brave at heart,
Their daring, nerve, and chivalry
Set Gryffindors apart;
Gryffindor's cardinal traits are bravery, pride, stubbornness and impulsiveness. Most people in the house of Gryffindor will be extroverted. (Remember, introversion is different than being shy: you can be a shy extrovert.) Gryffindors gain energy and life by being around people, grain strength from friends and enjoy working with those close to them. However, they are also emotionally volatile and can experience a wide range of feelings in a short amount of time, from unbridled happiness to deep depression to unrestrained rage. They are less emotionally stable than some of the other houses (such as Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff); Gryffindors are also impulsive. They're also generally good-hearted and trusting, and for the most part like people at first sight unless they are given a reason not to. Gryffindors are Prideful, bad at taking criticism and easilyget into conflicts with others—this is the main trait that would bring their overall level of agreeableness from high to average.
A Gryffindor's prideful nature coupled with their sense of justice and stubborn behavior causes them to be extremely set in their ways. They have a difficult time backing down from a fight or admitting that they are wrong. It's also very hard for them to get over a bad first impression or change their opinion on someone.
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Arianod Featured By Owner May 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :boogie:
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DarkAngelKisa Featured By Owner May 11, 2014
no problem!
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